It's been a week scince I "Died" what had happened is that I had fell out of my coma and almost killed myself by pulling out IVs and moveing around my wings that where still in pices I died for four hours and they thought I was gone for sure that is when I could see the people crying and hugging and holding me tight but then before they took my body out they checked my pulse one more time Beaaaaaaat buzz buzz buzz Beaaaaaaat buzz buzz buzz There was some kind of machine inside of me then I fell back in a coma after the surgery thats when @Otis came and when I had that hallucination so it was some kind of Hand-Made machine that was putting me into a coma over and over we do not know how it got there but during the incedent these are my injurys

Broken legs I need a wheel chair
broken wings and fangs
Broken wrist
lost power

The thing is the only reason I came here is to get away from the violence this is my lst goodbye

Lilx
Out

goodb-

I am fadeing

Goodbye.......

hopefully see you later
-Lilx

love all of you-

I am fadeing

Goodbye.......

hopefully see you later
-Lilx

love all of you-

hmmmm I wonder if I am alive anymore I dont know everything is blurry cant hear cant talk sometimes i see @Chalice or @Glitter or @Dr Pentalpha crying above me sometimes I can feel them holding my hand or hugging me I just dont think i will make it cause my fangs and wings are supplying magic and energy to me without it i coulld die i might even be now

This may be my last post
Iilx

p.s

If i do die i love all of you

I cant talk
I keep trying but I cant But I am keeping in with lifw more now fadeing in and out less but I just cant get words out anymore.

I had a vison... A dream... A hallucination

There was this big blue and white ball it exploded and a fairy (Man) came out and started crying and saying sorry I did not reconize him he was not someone who attacked me
He said I am so sorry
I said what why
He said that he was in the park that day watching me but did not do anything
Then I woke up.

I am confused if I am aive or not @Dr. Pentalpha has been visting me I think
I do know that my room is full of flowers and ballons and get well soon cards I dont know who my doctor is or nurse cause I keep blacking out but I did overhear @Chalice talking to @Dr. Pentalpha saying that I might not make it cause without my wings I am loseing power and might not make it if I lose to much of my power in my body.

I should be going to school again soon I think but its hard to tell