I am ascending! Your cyber angel is ascending! I can feel the energy pulsing through my nerves. Goodbye everyone, if this transformation is successful. May you all ascend soon.

It was unsuccessful.

I don’t have a proper frame of reference for “cyber” but I know enough about angels to be wary. I prefer my extraplanar entities to be more abstract. Perhaps I prefer elemental forces because they come with a lot less moral superiority. There’s a tradeoff in relatability of course. When I first bonded with the/my wildfire spirit it was difficult. It just wanted to burn, because of course that’s what a spirit of fire would want to do. Whenever I would bring it out it would just hover there and burn, occasionally darting out burn other things, but mostly just burn in place. I could feel its presence in my mind but it wasn’t like connecting with the mind of a person or an animal. It was very strange, very alien. Things have gotten better over time as we’re around each other and as I take opportunities to more intentionally commune with it. It looks like me now, taking on my shape and even facial features so that when I call it I’m greeted by a fiery version of myself. Its propensity to dart off has even taken on a sort of mischievous feel that wasn’t there before. I think with more time there’s more it might pick up from me and my ideas of how fire should behave, but I am curious about the effect its having on me. I can see the change in it more than I can detect the change in me but I know its happening. I’ll have to pay closer attention...

Coming back to angels though, it strikes me that I don’t think anyone in our Circle has documented anything about “ascension”. While angels themselves are suspect, the idea of being able to become one is certainly interesting. I’m sure if I could find out how this transformative ritual is done the information would be a valuable addition to our studies.

@August
♡
Yes, while I do believe it would be worthwhile to share this ritual with others... A magician never tells its secrets, does it?
♡

Ascension tests continue to fail. Help?

I abandoned this research project, but I think it would be a great idea to pick this back up for a big presentation coming. Once again asking for any help possible!