i thought i would start in the beginning but really what is beginning

i̶n̸i̷t̴i̷u̶m̷ ̴i̴n̸i̴t̵i̷u̶m̴ ̵o̴ ̶q̴u̴a̴r̴e̸ ̸

i never remember much all a haze

t̸u̵u̸s̶ ̴c̶a̷n̷t̵a̶r̴e̶ ̸t̷i̴b̷i̵

the children's circle a dark blot in my mind


d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷d̸i̷c̵o̸ ̷t̵e̵ ̴a̵m̷o̷