I have been talking to and seeing spirits since I was a small child before I could read or speak well. I have always been like this and I was lucky my parents gave me 100% support and because of this I never lost any of what I could do and now I work with a paranormal group and we all seem to think that I am getting better with time. I need lots of work in other areas do not get me wrong. I just do not know where to start to get the help I need not help that others need, I am not everyone no one person is alike so why do others think they can train everyone the same rules and etc.