2002-4-4 UbermenschEdger
Perhaps I didn't explain myself properly in my last post.
Forgive me, it's been a year in far from proper company. I've begun to regularize back to Tehran, Islamic mores are hard to readjust too, especially after being instructed by one of the most virulently un-Islamic men on the face of the earth for 12 months.
I see things now, though, that once were obscured, brought to light by Truth. I see now the dialectic is *not* a lie as I once thought it was, but instead is between that of obscuring and revealing. Between Light and Dark. Truth and Lies. I serve Truth and Light...or, at least, I think I do.
See, that's my problem. My mindset doesn't really see absolutes so well, and, I wonder if I've just been heaped in more lies and a sort of religious fundamentalism, the sort that my own teacher raved against in his teachings.
I need more time to figure things out, home would be nice right now, but Tehran'll do.
Goli, where are you?
2002-3-28 UbermenschEdger
A year has passed.
A year since I dissappeared from Tehran. A year spent wandering. The mountains called for me, and I went east. Into Afghanistan.
I'm back now.
I've re-registered, was greeted quietly by the few friends I'd made among the administrators.
Goli-If you can get this message, come meet me around 1430 this afternoon.
In Afghanistan, things are not as they seem. I met a man bearing an AK-47, riding a magic carpet. I watched the man as he wove a poem of war and the battle against the Taliban beneath us was waged according to his poem. I was taught of my own heritage, descended of the Moor, al-Quzman, I am a weaver. A poet. Just like him, and I've returned to Tehran in attempt to reclaim my past.
Welcome me back.