Damn... Been over a week since my last post... There wuz an accident, another power flux... I lost wot wuz left o' my right arm, an' another chunk o' my sanity... Still haven't gone outside, the admin's are startin' ta worry 'bout me, i think... but they understan' that fer roit now, I need a quiet place so I can keep meself in check, cuz everytime my grip slips, my power burns off another chunk o' my organic substance... yeh, i know that sounds clinical... but s'not easy fer me ta accept de reality o' it, so piss off. Hmm... they sent me another letter, they wanna know if I want 'em ta send someone ta tutor me in astral psysics... hmm... p'aps t'morrow.
Laterz }:-|
 

2000-10-3   Arclight

Hmm... I 'ope m'not gettin' obsessive 'bout writin' 'ere... P'aps some kind o' psycological addiction? Am i addicted to the feelin' I get when I expose my thoughts ta th' world? I dunno. I can't think o' any other reason why I'd go through th' effort and pain required to type this... I mean, they didn' say i 'ad ta write EVERYDAY... P'aps it jus' feels good ta communicate... even if no one answers. I mean... I hear the thoughts o' everyone aroun' me, poundin' in my skull all de time... so i s'pose s'only fair I give a bit o' meself bact ta th' stream... Does that make sense? I should really go outside t'marrow... some people on the campus saw me lookin' out the window and waved... o' course they don' realize that I can't wave back... so they prolly thought me ta be quite rude... ah well... s'dark now... p'aps tomarrow. S'taken me 7 hours to type this... but on the bright side... it took this long for the pain and bleedin' ta start... m'gettin' better... s'funny... i read all de entries... mos' people are 'ere ta try an' get stronger... m'ere ta learn enough control that I don' d'stroy wots left o' me... gettin' tired now...
Laterz }:-|
 

2000-10-2   Arclight

Well... 'ere i am again... It's gettin' a bit easier, but pushin' buttons wit' yer mind is a lot harder than it sounds, b'lieve me.
I got a letter from my family today... I s'pose the admins had it forwarded from my flat... b'cuz I didn' tell anyone I wuz comin' 'ere... I won' open it 'till i can do it myself.
Well, I can tell by the trickle o' blood runnin' out o' my nose dat s'prolly time fer me ta sign off... P'aps i should head ta th' quad an' get some fresh air... P'aps t'marrow.
Laterz }:-|
 

2000-9-30   Arclight

I don' know wot they wan' me ta write... and it's not like s'an easy task for someone with no hands... but I'm learnin'... and since they're helpin' me, i suppose i can make an entry 'ere an' there. Laterz }:-|